My Naani is no more 😭 - daily blog - 29 October 2020

My Naani is no more 😭 - Daily blog - 29 October 2020


Hello, you missed me yesterday right. Yes, I know.

So, yesterday day was quite okay. Yesterday I woke up at 8.20 AM because dev has an exam and after that, I was having a lecture. And then I watched the series "Scam 1992", this is an amazing series. After that, I played GTA 5 on my new laptop. And the performance is next level amazing. And after that, I have watched videos of spring boot. And at night I get to know that my Nani is recovering a quiet. And my father by some jugaad told the nurse to shoot a video and she shot a video in ICU. Nani was just waving. And we were quite happy that she's recovering. And then at night, I talked with BFF. And after that watched some videos and it was too late so I didn't blog. I slept around 2.30 AM.

The next day (Today)

So today my father woke me up at 8.30 AM and told,

Papa: Rohan beta utho, and dhyaan se suno mein jo bol rha hu

After that, he told this same thing  second time and I opened the eyes and said haa.

Papa: Naani ....... (he did an action)
Rohan: haa.....(and I sitted on the bed)
Papa: Naani shaant ho gayi.

I was like what ??
Kal to recovery thi aaj achanak kya hua.

He told that around 4 AM she passed away. And my father and masa, and all mama and cousins gone to civil hospital with the dead body. And there was an electric bathi. And all the vidhi was completed there. 

Yesterday i was thinking naani will come back soon and this happened today. I was shocked and upset. 

Today i can't done anything much, all the day i was thinking about that. 

This 2020 is getting worse day by day.
Still 2 months are remaining dekho kya kya bomb phut te hai. 😓

So i woke up and gone to buy milk with dad and came back walking. After that ate breakfast and was thinking that all the time. Then i chatted with bff and told her all the thing.

Than i started series and ate lunch concurrently. After that again chatted with bff. At evening i started watching videos of Spring Boot REST API and done some programs. 

And then again watched series for 30 mins while having dinner. Then i was surfing about Harshad Mehta and then i started lecture video and after 1.5 hrs i closed my laptop. And replied to bff, and than was waiting for her reply and then i thought to write this blog. And i started writing, after 5-7 mins she replied and i chatted for 5 mins and she gone offline. 

And and and and and bht jyada ho rha hai na 😂.

I do try to think something different rather than about nani. But i can't do for more time.

Anyways i have written too much for today. I am still in shock.....

Rest In Peace Naani 🙏


If you are reading till here than thank you so much.

I am currently listening to "tum hi aana"
No today also i will not listen the story by neelesh misra.

Good night
Bye



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